Fear.

A fear of Autism.
A fear of my girl.
A fear of being out of control.
A fear for the future.
I fear them all.
I feel them all.

A fear of today.
A fear of tomorrow.
A fear of being alone.
A fear for family.
I fear them all.
I feel them all.

I feel fear.
I am scared.
I feel unprepared.
The help is not there.
I feel lost.
With nowhere to go.

Fear.
A daily feeling.
Kept locked inside.
Can’t say how I feel….
….for fear of being judged.
The fear is real.

Holding me tight.
Keeping me prisoner.
Controlling my life.
Controlling the family.
Our every move.
Being driven by fear.

A fear of Autism.
A fear of the unpredictable.
A fear of failure.
A fear…….of fear.

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