There are days.

There are days where the only way to get through is to plaster on a fake smile over gritted teeth. There are days where the only way to see through the darkness is to block out your surroundings and look to the sky. There are days when the the sound of the birds is what…… Continue reading There are days.

The pain of school.

Hooray for half term!! 1 whole week of no school! 1 whole week of no school refusals! My 10 year old girl refuses school every single day. She is late for school every single day. I try and try, so hard, to get her in, but it is so, so hard. What do you imagine…… Continue reading The pain of school.


Support. A few friends I know have undiagnosed, newly diagnosed and diagnosed children but do not have anyone to talk to. How can I help them? I want to be of some support, to be able to help them, to be of some use. Support is hard to come by. You think you can talk…… Continue reading Support.


I am not scared of the world anymore……I am completely terrified. Race, religion, money, is it worth sacrificing innocent lifes for? Our prinicipal emotions of love and hate have reached the extremes, boundaries blurred, hate turning into love, the love of another creating hate amongst the human race. Hate will never win. Hate will make…… Continue reading Manchester.

Out of the ordinary?

If anyone had been watching as we entered the café at lunch, they wouldn’t have noticed anything out of the ordinary; Not about me, the sibling or the Grandfather who was accompanying us for lunch. Today the café was bustling with people; leftovers waiting to be cleared on empty tables. No one paid any attention…… Continue reading Out of the ordinary?

Mixed emotions.

What if you didn’t know the difference between love and hate? How would life be? Would everyone get on? Would there be world peace? It is entirely possible for you to love someone you hate. It is entirely possible to hate someone you love. How is that? How can that be? It’s those little things…… Continue reading Mixed emotions.

If and when.

If all you’ve got is darkness, When all you need is light, If all you’ve got is silence, When you need to put up a fight, If all your insides are screaming, When you need to say how you feel, If you don’t understand your emotions, When you can’t tell what is real, If all…… Continue reading If and when.